Just when you were loving life . . .

. . . you realize that it wasn't all that perfect, and your assumptions of a faint contact with happiness turns out to be just as sour as when you first started.

. . . you find out that you are bitter about something else but people think its something exactly the opposite of what you're bitter about.

. . . you think about what you really want for the future and it means letting go of everything else that you got used to.

. . . you wanted to get married, but now you're just so numb being single is just like your hands - its a fact of life.

. . . you realize that people play with you a game of interests - if they're not interested in you anymore, you lose.

. . . you find out that you're still alone.